Well hello my firends i'll make this plain and simple as i can.

i have forgotten how to draw. yes indeed i have as i discovered the otherday as i was sitting with pen and book in hand. all that i had built up as a child, all my practise with shapes and different colours seems forgotten to me on the page. have i truely become that dull in the past few years focusing on other things just as the console games and models taht i have forgotten all that i dreamed of as a child? i wonder indeed.
but then i remembered some other things that i had forgotten, why i hate art as much as love it. for everyone is their own picasso or Van Gogh these days. Such a sad state we seem to be in today.